NotI am not who you see This figure is not me I am not this girl, not this, not herNot
I am not this loud, dependant, sad I am not this public I am not this girl, not this. Not something that feels this way, looks this way, cries. I am not. I will not. Not bitter, sharp, vicious, hidden. This is not a look for me, not a way for me.
NOT THIS.
Not pretending. Not angry words and quiet tears. Not fighting all the time. I can be more, but maybe this is me.
I will shed a tear for her. The girl you think is me.
I am not who you see.
Its like...It’s like shivering when you know there’s no cause Pointless really, but it happens.Its like...
I will wrap my arms around myself for warmth.
It’s like standing tall when the world around you is shrinking Tall for seconds, obvious for hours I will curl my arms around my knees for safety.
It’s like whispering too loud when the room is staring They all hear, and now do they know? I will stop speaking to keep these thoughts safe
It’s like fighting a lion when you only have your hands You could lose them, but it’s lost anyway I will gather m
I want?I'm going to ask that you forget me Simple words, hard actions.I want?
I want for you to forget me except it not really me who wants.
I fail each and ever time, that second best, that constant last So now I'm telling you, you've made your final bet. I won't get any better, faster, sharper, smarter I'll never be the person who you gain from. You lose a little by little Hope, friendship, time Slowly things add up You'll realise what a waste I was.
I don't want to lose another But it's best that you all go forget you ever knew me move away, he
TrappedMy body is a traitor Been betraying me for years The way it leans towards you The way your fingers send shivers down my spine The way I open up at your touchTrapped
My body is a traitor I forget the number of times I've been betrayed When my mind is screaming When my hands are trembling and my body continues to shut down
My body is a traitor Fighting like my enemy to my end I'm fighting for my breath Fighting to stay conscience Fighting for the final drop of energy
My body? It's a traitor. Leaving me weak
alone aching...
summer lovin
Candy GirlCandy GirlCandy Girl
Frosted lies aren’t the place to end things But it’s a start. If I sold you soft lines of truth You’d crochet them into something else
Like a thick sweater to keep you warm or A long scarf to cover your face and keep you blind. But strip it down
To lines that won’t bend And they become bars that lock you in. So here you go baby I’ll feed you sugar: “I love you. I want you. I’ll call you tomorrow.”
Oh, you’ve heard that before? Or said that before? No flaky breakfast cereal for you. You’d like something a little mor
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lonely, lost? ;~ tune your radio to God.fm
I love you chickpea.
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When I am in charge, everyone who is lovely will get a BIG HAT.
That will be the LAW.
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I WIN!!
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~I want a lover I don't have to love, I want a boy whoes so drunk he doesn't talk~
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“It's like we've been living in the Matrix. I mean, we sat here for years believing our own version of reality and then Jordan comes in like a big, freaky red pill and next thing you know we're waking up in a vat of goo."
"...What?"
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